Saturday, December 6, 2025

My Hike My Life


I like walking; in other words, I don’t mind walking, and coincidentally, hiking and trekking are all about walking. Sometimes it is incomprehensible to see someone who could gravely fall in love with walking, as inscrutable as it could be, walking has become a proclivity to me, a prodigious infatuation that is close to fetishism. 

I couldn’t remember when I habitually inculcated walking into a part of my nature,  probably the encouragement from my mother to take up jogging when I was a teenager, but the affinity for walking has to be inherent, as I displayed very little resistance; it was like a new hobby uncovered, and it has never left since. 

I jogged my way into the years of the university in KL. I used to frequently jog on the campus of MU, most of the time in the evening as my footsteps cut through the lush expansive field beside the lake, or dotted around the residential area nearby Jalan Gasing, where I rented a room. Even in the first year of my dental practice in Batu Pahat, I either jogged or walked almost every day around this petite town for hours after the evening clinic sessions, I still could remember the spot I always frequented was a water pump in the river where aquatic plants swaying gracefully in the swift currents, occasionally a school of tiny fish appeared from nowhere to hide and seek around them before scooting away. 

After nearly a year, I migrated to Penang Island to operate my dental clinic, and that was the commencement of my intensive hiking adventures. Penang Island is never short of hiking trails, hills, and mountains looming densely over each other. There are myriad options of trails to assault, and it sets a perfect stage for me to indulge my fetish with walking. During those few years, I hiked not less than 5 times a week, for those short windows of evening breaks, I hiked no. 3, no. 46 or halfway to no. 39; During weekends or on holidays, longer routes to no. 84, the peak of no. 39 or even Penang Hilltop. Eventually, the over-enthusiastic indulgence took its toll when I began to detect alarming discomfort in both of my knees. I sought advice and was told to reduce the frequency of hiking per week. 

As much as I was reluctant to comply, I heeded the advice and drastically reduced it to just a few times a month. Instead, I switched to brisk walking on flat terrain, and it remains a pure enjoyment to me until today. I enjoyed walking in the park. Back in my hometown, I walked in the paddy field passing through the quaint villages; whenever I travelled, I excessively walked around unfamiliar cities and places, I explored deserted streets and alleys, remembering landmarks to guide me back to the starting point.  Even today, I still deeply relish the joy of doing the above whenever an opportunity presents itself. Walking has become second nature to me, and I wholeheartedly embrace it.

When it comes to the tales of my walking, the walking experiences that I encountered and gathered from my short stays in New Zealand are not to be neglected; they changed my perspective on walking and elevated the elation of walking to another level. The balmy weather in New Zealand granted me the precious possibility to do multi-hour walking, with the absence of scorching sunlight and suffocating humidity, I never knew that I was able to reach a distance of 20km, traversing the city and rural area for more than 4 hours alone, and yet, I reached home feeling fresh and rejuvenated.    

It consequently empowers my faith in my walking ability and emboldens my ambition to attempt longer, tougher, and more arduous adventurous routes, especially in Nepal, my love at first sight when it comes to trekking. 

I didn’t have my first full-scale hike until I was 51, considerably older, the age of geriatric, which was not so youthful enough to attempt something called a multiday hike.  Doubtlessly, I did hike aggressively when I first migrated to this small island in the early days of my career, but they were short, done and dusted within a couple of hours; multi hours, far and in between, the one I still vaguely remembered was Laksamana Hikathon that took me more than 4 hours to complete, it was not the consummation of the race that left an indelible mark in my memory, but how I threw out the vomit on someone’s head on the bus on the way back to the starting point that embarrassingly resided with me until now.

It is something I am reluctant to recall, but that was my last nasty encounter with a long hike. The multi-day hike was still very much unknown to me until my first trekking trip in Nepal. It was, later I came to know, the easiest route for novice trekkers to dip their feet in the water for what multi-day trekking is all about. I launched myself with untainted thrill and excitement into the trip, the perpetual dust and chaos of Kathmandu enthralled me with angst and consternation, as I skimmed by the commercial streets where the goods burst with mindboggling vibrant colours, I was dazed by its intensity, and then I perceived the first taste of multi-day trekking on our first day of the hike, 3500 steps to Ullery after a 3-hour walk from the starting point were seemingly interminable, energy-sapping and bone-crushing, and what ensued after a simple dinner in a sparsely furnished canteen was these tiny lingering misgiving and remorse that stalked me into my sleep.

And then I woke up at midnight, clueless about why, and in a light daze, I callously hurled a gaze outside a small, squarish window beside my rickety bed, the framed image of that window pane shocked my consciousness to the core, and after that very moment on that freezing night, the rest is history.

Since then, I have never looked back when it comes to multi-day trekking again.     



The Path



As I let the path walk me

I traverse the unnamed directions

The lost places that flicker in my mind

Where the world is an enormous map

Full of cryptic symbols and signs 

That dot the wriggling trails 

Endless trails that spread like branching roots

Under the ground in the dark 

Trying to elude my dream 

The dream of going round and round 

Into the turquoise-blue ocean 

Up to the silent mountains 

Where clouds lying low 

Nearly touch the fingertip of my hand

And they just drift away 

Tracing every footstep I forsake

On the path I leave behind 

So I return to where I begin 

With my weary legs that know no bounds 

I start to hatch another dream 

Another path that allows me to walk 

To the end of the world 

-written at Wray Castle, Lake District, UK

休息



走累了

就停下来休息

走过了六十个转弯

休息已经不是

为了要走更长的路

只是为了还可以启程

下一个旅程

多长多短无法揣测

只是想再走一段

再看一幅陌生的风景

品尝不同的生活味道

有时生命中的追求

也不过如此

简单的上路

暂时从人生的轨道

歧途迷路

探索诡谲多变的未知

穿越一场又一场

瑰丽的冒险

纵然有时会受伤

皆是珍贵的启示

无价的学习程序

丰饶了岁月的色彩

那些一步一脚印

的凌乱图腾

原来都蕴藏着时间的

密码等待我们去揭秘

其实这一生我们

都在不停地走

走在时间地图的路线

走得累了

那就停下来休息

休息之后才能

继续走下去

直到尽头

在河岸



清晨踉跄跌落恒河岸边

黑夜才及时退缩离去

信徒已经来到

这是一座日夜厮斗

得难分难解的城市

车嚣永远搁浅在街心

每一条街巷都蜿蜒曲折的

朝往虚脱的河岸走去

和信徒一样还有度假的过客

和我被恒河诡密的召唤诱惑

有些来祈拜其他来猎奇

窥瞥一种神圣的沐浴

在浑浊的茶色河水中

润湿的发丝和浸透的肤毛

没有惧讳或任何犹豫

关于卫生的种种疑虑

因为恒河是他们流动的神祇

湍急的波涛是湿神婆的轻舟

她日夜巡回这座寺庙之都的河坛

每一步每一个梯级信徒

拖着污秽斑驳的心灵走向她

在河岸让她肤慰洗涤

所有的罪孽与业障融化

在水里漂离而去

而我站在远处遥望

晕眩于四处冲窜的喧哗

沉思于流过无声的恒河

还能承载多少拜祭的花串纸盘

还能洗涤多久人类心镜的无明

答案飘摇在急急刮过的风中

纷纷坠落在河岸

- 写于Varanasi