夜里

醒来，房内充注着晦暗，只有那面窗沾染了一片淡薄的微光。我摸黑爬下床，走几步蹲下来双手在地上搜索着昨晚临睡前充电的手机，触碰到那冷硬的固体，按了一下侧键，光源溅射出来，房内的黑暗仿佛惊吓地抽抖了一下。

2.37，原来第一场睡眠已经耗了五个小时。

感觉睡意都不知窜逃到那里去了，就半躺在床上刷了刷面子书，不久它又悄悄回来，关机，躺在硬邦邦的床上，卷入厚实的棉被里，让那些正伺机偷袭的寒冷只能躲在远处眼巴巴地凝视着。

然后睡去，然后做了梦，似真似假的梦，零零碎碎地如播放着有瑕疵的影带，走着卡着，然后又走着，又卡了；而且每一次停卡过后皆是不一样的情节，而自己总是无法确实是醒着还是游晃在睡眠里，意识里的画面偶尔显得那么真实，但觉得是假的，偶尔又显得那么幻假，我却以为是真的。

直到窗外传来第一声鸡啼，接下来就是一连串接力般的鸡啼声跌宕起伏，尖锐的嘶鸣在夜幕上戳破了开口的隙缝，黑夜的漆黑流了进去，黎明的光亮溢了出来。

-写在Besisahar

A Long Night

Darkness pounced on me when I suddenly awoke, there was a diaphanous layer of thin light on the window panes. I fumbled in the dark and rummaged for my phone on the floor, I pressed the side button and the screen feebly lit up the room. 

It was 2.37 am, and my first sleep was only 5 hours.

I lay down in bed, but my mind was still fully awake, so  I flipped through my FB,  completing my trekking journal,  leaving some comments and browsing the posts. Slowly, the sleepiness returned and I eventually fell asleep. Then I began to have a series of dreams, very uncoordinated, scattered and shattered, at times I thought they were dreams but they felt so true, and the dreams I felt so real, but they were unreal. I drifted into a delirious dream between awake and asleep until I heard the first cry of a rooster. Then others roosters from near and far followed to cry,  every cry was like a sharp knife slashing a slit on the night shield, and its darkness flowed into the apertures with the light of the day flowing out to brighten up the sky.